My mind is full. I am ready for tomorrow. I think. Maybe. Well, honestly I am not sure. You see, tomorrow is our ultrasound and we hope to find out what this baby will be. A girl or a boy? My family has one desire. Everyone wants a boy. It is decided that’s what we need. I am hoping that no matter what it will be everyone will be excited and full of anticipation as we approach the birth of our fifth blessing. I know its probably silly but this pregnant momma is stressed about it. What if the children don’t adjust to the idea of a baby sister? What is I don’t feel an overwhelming excitment at the idea of a baby girl? Even as I sit here with my thoughts, I know it sounds silly but these are my fears and this is how I feel right now. Anyway, it will be over by this time tomorrow and I will have faced these fears and I will (hopefully) know what this babe that I am carrying is.
I am planning on shopping after the ultrasound. Not baby shopping but grocery shopping. I love when I can shop in the city and take advantage of the sales at the many stores up there. I am going to Sam’s and Shop n Save I know. Samantha was supposed to have a second speech session tomorrow but her therapist had childcare issues and had to cancel tomorrow. I am really glad actually.
I am beat. So tired I can hardly think or speak. Its been a busy week. I am tired. I am growing anxious to meet this baby. I still have a long way to go. See, I told you my mind was full of lots of thoughts.
Well, I will try to post more after Bible study tomorrow so you can all find out what we saw on the ultrasound. But after a day of doctor appointments, shopping, Bible study and such I am not making any promises.
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